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Untitled July 3 2008Torturous skin leads torturous lives  Bleed now for the aching morning falls  Know not what you see  
Nor what you hear  Believe in only yourself  If even yourself   
Don't ruin yourself with priceless whores  You'll victimize your every deceit  
Keep your head on straight  And lead what you want through holes of happiness   
Lies fall hard on fatal ears  Practice distrusting stories  Kill those off that never once lived  And have those live that you'll never see again   
Cry at night till the 'morrow bring sun  See the light shining over the windowpane Untitled July 3 2008
by ~nikazumi
InvisibilityI'm invisible all over again  You make me feel this way  How can someone that makes me  Feel so good about myself one moment  Make me feel like shit another?   
I've never understood it  But I guess it's always happened  I'm always so good to you  Always trying to make you happy   
But I guess its a one sided thing...  You tear me down...  Just so you can pull me back up again...  I hate that...   
Yet I'm manipulated by it every time  Every god damn time you do it  I'm manipulated  And I'm deceived   
And in the end  Its always my tu Invisibility
by ~nikazumi
The Setting SunOnly a small amount of times have I actually watched the sun set over the horizon, but each time I did, it was beautiful. The sun would be a bright orange in the blue and purple sky, tinting the white clouds with pink. Some say there's nothing more perfect than watching the beauty of the sunset over a Texas horizon, out in the country, and to be honest, I would agree whole heartedly. Sometimes the feel of being alone and watching the sun--your legs pulled up to your chest, arms wrapped around them, and your chin resting in between your knees-- is the most exhilarating feeling you could have in the world and I wouldn't trade the euphoria for e The Setting Sun
by ~nikazumi
WordsWe've strived and felt convictions  The suicidal friend still nose in book  Tender words mean so much  And yet so little...  So much has been lost in a year of passing...  And only some to be gained in that same time  Words revolve around us like a hollow grave  Where we wander aimlessly looking for those we carry dear  Why do we speak when only pain comes from voice?  
Why do we live when only hurt comes from life?  
Why do we strive when all our efforts lead us toward failure?  
We've grown to hate  
Love  Cherish  Despise  
Appreciate  
And curse what ever we h Words
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Death? Not till I'm old...

Thu May 14, 2009, 3:43 PM
  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: FT Island--Bad Woman
  • Reading: Some HoSu fanfiction XD
  • Watching: Hana Kimi Jap Version
  • Playing: Devil May Cry II
  • Eating: Hils Burgers soon
  • Drinking: Sprite
That's right ladies and gents, I'm still fucking alive!! However, doing well is something that I can't guarantee...

I think I've undergone depression...but that happens quite frequently around this time of year to me anyway, doesn't it? But I always seem to get over it somehow.

Well as of right now, I'm just sitting here. I've been sick from school the last two days which shouldn't have happened but I feel pretty good right now and only about nine days left of school from this point on, including the tests which I know I'm gonna have to take no matter how well I've done in the course. Stupid tests...the only two that I get to skip this time around is my first and eighth as far as I know...but anyways...

If anyone is up for any suggestions on something to write I need some ideas...I'm getting low on those lately. I don't want to do fanfictions or anything right now, I just...want...some ideas XD GIMME SOMETHIN' MAN XD

No...seriously...

But anyway, I thought I'd inform everyone that I'm alive and well and that nothing has brought me down since almost a year ago when I posted last. This is my senior year...and lots of things will be a bit different from here on out...so who knows...but anyways, wish the writers blocked girl some luck in the real world...because somehow I don't know if I can survive in it...

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  • Current Residence: Last thing I remember...I was in a really bright room...with really comfy walls covered in matresses
  • Interests: anime, music, writing (poetry, prose)...other stuff?
  • Favourite movie: Bang Bang You're Dead
  • Favourite band or musician: Blaqk Audio, AFI, Good Charlotte, Blink 182, Queen, the Sex Pistols...
  • Favourite genre of music: mama said theys my magic shoes...
  • Favourite artist: Luis Royo and Mark Ryden
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
  • Favourite photographer: You know, that one guy? He took those shots of your mom...
  • Favourite style of art: The Digital Kind...
  • Operating System: Oh, the pain!! *screams*
  • MP3 player of choice: The kind that plays
  • Shell of choice: *starts to sing* Macaroni, macaroni, macroni is the best!!!
  • Wallpaper of choice: The kind that goes on walls or computers
  • Skin of choice: Human?
  • Favourite game: Righ now: Kingdom Hearts II and Rogue Galaxy
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ginji Amano, Eiri Yuki, Kazuki Fuchoin, Kouske Asazaki (sp?) and Rini Tsukino
  • Personal Quote: The inspiration flowed right through me...but then I had to go to the bathroom...
  • Tools of the Trade: A hammer!!

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=Midnyte-Sun Feb 12, 2008, 4:58:25 PM
Thanks so much for the :+fav: on Sol 3!
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~nikazumi May 31, 2008, 10:42:15 PM
guess how long its been since i've logged on O___O... anyways, of course... the picture was so adorable and i couldn't help but fave it... its so cute. it actually inspired me to write a story that i never finished...

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"We watched the setting sun, a perfect orange glow. Both about to cry for our final farewell."
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=Midnyte-Sun Jun 9, 2008, 3:32:03 PM
well, if you ever come around to finishing it, I'd love to read it!
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~nikazumi Jun 11, 2008, 11:47:53 PM
*smiles* well, if i ever do get around to finishing it, you'll be the first to know. ^-^

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"We watched the setting sun, a perfect orange glow. Both about to cry for our final farewell."
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~JawGtotheMAX Jan 20, 2008, 8:55:04 AM
Thanks for the add. =].

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~bAdMaRk Jan 16, 2008, 10:46:40 AM
:bow:

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Mood: Affection ~3rdMeow Jan 15, 2008, 12:34:35 PM
Hello. :-) Thanks for the :+fav:

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Meow! Meow. Meow... :crazy:
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Mood: Love ~hearts3 Jan 4, 2008, 9:42:02 PM
Thank you for Fav+

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~The-laws-of-Chance Jan 2, 2008, 2:47:48 PM
Thanks so much for the fav! ^^

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"You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves."

-Mary Oliver, Wild Geese
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